I HURT BEYOND BELIEF!

The ups and downs are so overwhelming these days. I want to be a whole person again, one who doesn’t have to always hang my head in shame. I take one step forward but then shoved back three steps. I HURT BEYOND BELIEF!

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Anonymous said…
Psalms 34:5 tells you that: Those who look to the Lord are radiant, their faces are never covered with shame.

Lift your eyes up to the hills... you will find your help there.

Blessings and prayers to you!
10:18 PM
Michael said…
Mike, I can so relate to that. Shame is the tool of the devil, I swear. It is also part of the core beliefs we have as addicts. We believe that we're basically bad, and that we are basically unloveable.

But we're not unloveable. We're not un reach able. God loves us despite the lumps and bumps. He loves you dude. Keep reaching out to God, your Pastor, counselor, etc.
10:33 AM
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